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Monday, October 27, 2003
I'm listening to Korn right now. Why? Because I'm having the worst day. Sure...everything seems to be like every other day, but something is fucking it up for me. My fucking headache! It feels like someone has a chainsaw up in there, and they're just ripping everything fucking thing in site into itty bitty grotesque pieces of flesh and blood. All this fucking stress is driving me insane. I'm making a couple low grades, and I've got a test in a class next Monday for a class I don't really comprehend yet. Of course, I'm not to blame. It's the professor's fault. I'm going to go see him before hand to set some shit straight. I just need guidance, you know...that's not asking for much. Guidance. :::"The heart inside is beating, this shit's gone way too far...all this time I've been waiting, oh I cannot grieve anymore. For what's inside is waking, I'm not I'm not a whore you've taking everything, and oh I cannot give anymore. -korn, Here to Stay :::: Anyway, I hate this shit. This fucking stress. And then on top of it, I've gotta continue to be happy to countless assholes I see everyday -- "Hey, what's up?"; "What's going on?"; "Yes, I am totally interested in what you are saying, even though my life is crumbling into pieces."
Yeah buddy. Korn is a life saver. What? You think I'm talking about it saving my life? Fuck no. Listening to lyrics like: I'm thinking of, Making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love Make them die and go away Pain from the start All my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people They are all the things I've saved really allows me to let out all this anger before I take it out on all the innocent but equally fucked up people in the world. Yes, everyone is equally fucked up. You say you can't compare apples and oranges...fuck yeah you can! They're both fucked up, or in the process of being fucked up. They both spoil. Every single person out there is either an apple or an orange, every single person is spoiled. That's right kids. After around the age of 3, people are forever spoiled. They are forever fucked. Isn't it nice to know life is always gonna be fucked up for you? No matter how successful you become? Having ambitions really does feel like a waste of time once you put all this shit into perspective. ¶3:04 PM e-mail me (0) comments (0) commentsBack To Blog top September 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / February 2005 / March 2005 / April 2005 / May 2005 / June 2005 / July 2005 / August 2005 / September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / December 2006 / April 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / November 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 /
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