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Thursday, February 27, 2003
This week has been pretty amazing. Amazing in a pessimistic depressed kind of way. I got my history paper done (it's incredible). Homework I had to do for computer science gave me other emotions. Homework #3 was perfect in my eyes. Everything ran smoothly for me. When she handed back my assignment, I noticed that a "50" was written on there. I look further down on the paper and see a "-50." This is what she had to say about it: "unable to discern if routines work because testDriver does not do 'its job'." It was suppose to read in a file provided by the user; it does that. I created a file, and it read them in on my computer. I don't know what the hell she's using. There's a certain ambiguity when it comes to following her directions. I don't know what the hell she means most of the times. I'm gonna talk to her tomorrow and hopefully get this shit straightened out before my 3-day Spring break. Low grades piss me the fuck off! I can't stand making low grades. Do worse then you can do to a nerd is give him a bad grade.
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Tuesday, February 25, 2003 Orchestra sucks ass! I'm a trombone player...WE DON'T EVER PLAY ANYTHING! We literally have hundreds of measures to count through! And when we do play, my lips aren't warmed-up so I miss notes! I hate missing notes. Shit! Well...eating some chicken (Mmm mmm good), and I'm about to watch 24 on fox. I got 3 more pages of history shit to type about in my book review. I hope I finish that shit. Shit! ¶8:44 PM e-mail me (0) comments I found one of my first sites! click here It's pretty funny. I wasn't born on March 6th 1999 neither, it was 84'. I will have new stuff taking out and put in my file sharing page frequently. Get the good while you can! Please! Sometimes it might be entire music albums, others game footage, still others porno. Okay maybe not seeing how it's against the contract I signed when I purchased this space. I had the soundtrack to Signs on there, but now I have footage of the new F-Zero game coming to gamecube. Enjoy. ¶12:06 AM e-mail me (0) comments Sunday, February 23, 2003 I finished that damn book. Then, I dropped it in the toilet and took a shit on it. The damn thing wouldn't flush. Now I've gotta write a 6 page review about the thing. Tomorrow, I gotta english paper draft due, tuesday I got lots of music I need to write for MUSC theory, wed that damn 6 page paper is due, thursday I gotta fucking program that needs to be done (screw JAVA!), Friday I gotta map quiz and that english paper is due. Isn't that a bitch??? I dropped out of Japanese, so I don't have to worry about that crap. Without the internet, I am nothing. I have no direction; I'm forced to study! I don't like studying. I'm surprised I haven't gone psycho yet. Whoops, I didn't take a shower today....yep(!), I'm stinking a little bit. Aaaaah, the smell of post-pubescent arm pits. Goddamn I'm getting old! My birthday is next next Thursday; aka, not this Thursday, but next week Thursday. You know what I'm gonna be doing? I'm going to be at a fucking BBall game because they're forcing th epep band folk to play at that fucking tournament game. Oh, and Spring Break is next week which means I'm only going to have 4 days of peace and the rest of my break is going to be circumcised like a mofo. ¶8:29 PM e-mail me (0) comments I finished that damn book. Then, I dropped it in the toilet and took a shit on it. The damn thing wouldn't flush. Now I've gotta write a 6 page review about the thing. Tomorrow, I gotta english paper draft due, tuesday I got lots of music I need to write for MUSC theory, wed that damn 6 page paper is due, thursday I gotta fucking program that needs to be done (screw JAVA!), Friday I gotta map quiz and that english paper is due. Isn't that a bitch??? I dropped out of Japanese, so I don't have to worry about that crap. Without the internet, I am nothing. I have no direction; I'm forced to study! I don't like studying. I'm surprised I haven't gone psycho yet. Whoops, I didn't take a shower today....yep(!), I'm stinking a little bit. Aaaaah, the smell of post-pubescent arm pits. Goddamn I'm getting old! My birthday is next next Thursday; aka, not this Thursday, but next week Thursday. You know what I'm gonna be doing? I'm going to be at a fucking BBall game because they're forcing th epep band folk to play at that fucking tournament game. Oh, and Spring Break is next week which means I'm only going to have 4 days of peace and the rest of my break is going to be circumcised like a mofo. ¶8:26 PM e-mail me (0) comments Ahhhhhhhhhhh! No Internet Makes Keddaris a Bad Boy. ¶1:41 AM e-mail me (0) comments Saturday, February 22, 2003 R. Kelly in A Minor ¶11:55 PM e-mail me (0) comments I read 140 pages today within about a 5 hour time span. I've only got about 50 more pages to go before I'm finished with this shit. My internet connection has been on and off all weekend; it really blows! Without a stable internet, I've been watching all 3 Die Hards. I just finished watching Die Hard With A Vengeance, so now what do I watch? I guess I'll try and watch MadTV. I say "try" b/c the television has not been in my control all day (roommate's). I should have went somewhere! I just don't feel like going anywhere; usually, I would have the room to myself but I have no fucking privacy. Dammit! Two more fucking months of this crap...then it'll all be okay again. I won't have to put a homicide on my conscience. ¶10:57 PM e-mail me (0) comments Friday, February 21, 2003 I'm sort of relieved I guess. I wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote until my hands were bleeding. I surprised the hell out of myself because what I was writing actually made sense! It was incredible. I hope I did good. I have you know, I skipped all my other classes today. I went into the library at 11PM, and studied History for 3 hours straight. Thankfully my trusty sidekick (aka iPod) got me through it. I was jamming to the Signs movie soundtrack, and the Gladiatory movie soundtrack; very very good study-stay-up music. It's something about that Hans Zimmer gladiator soundtrack that makes me want to just keep on fighting, and never give up. I feel like grabbing a sword and slashing through some human flesh. The thought of death and killing others really helps me keep studying, in a kinky kind of way. I'm going to relax tonight. I might go over someone's dorm room and hang out some, I don't know. I feel like watching movies tonight. Maybe Snatch? Pulp Fiction? Signs? Hmmm... which one shall I choose? ¶6:11 PM e-mail me (0) comments Thursday, February 20, 2003 I don't know if I'm gonna get through my History midter exam. It's too much to study in too little time. I shouldn't have procrastinates like I did. At the Jazz performance, I was so damn good; well, just so damn better than my last two recitals. I'm going to be such a good trombonist by the time I'm a senior [in college]. Everything is set for my next roommate. I know which dorm, and room number, and phone number and blah. I'm going to miss the good old college lodge and my roommate; so very much. [sarcasm] It sucks that this semester still has two more months left! Fuck! ¶5:55 PM e-mail me (0) comments Wednesday, February 19, 2003 At jazz band rehearsal, I actually sounded pretty good on my improv-ing. All I needed was a little confidence; that's all a person needs to be a great musician (that, and a little talent of course). I really need to study for my history midterm coming up this Friday instead of watching Ecks vs. Sever. I have no self control whatever. I feel bad forcing myself to do something. If I don't spoil myself, who will? Last time I looked, my parents weren't around anywhere. This weekend I'm gonna try something that I've never tried before. I'm not a liberty to tell you what from fear of college expulsion from getting caught. It's something that involves puffing (you're imagination should be going crazy by now). My left eye is still a little sore, but I think it'll be alright. I'm not seeing in double vision anymore, so that's good as fuck. I should be done watching this movie in about an hour or so, which should leave me about 3 hours to work on history shit. Nothing's pissing me off too much lately, which is a damn shame! Crap! I've got a recital to perform in tomorrow at 1PM. I don't feel like performing in front of people yet...Grrrrr! ¶7:23 PM e-mail me (0) comments The Impact.Sunday, around 1PM. My parents were taking me back to Charleston. I was in the back seat listening to music, reading a book, and didn't have my seat belt on. My mom was driving, and my dad was on the passenger side sleeping. Then, I heard my mom scream, "Oh my God!" several times. The car was gliding on ice. I turned my iPod off and looked around. We were on a arched bridge. So after about 2 seconds (yep! I did all of that in a couple of seconds.), the car did a hard 360 spin to the left and crashed head on into a wall. I heard the front windowshield break and thought one of my parents' heads banged into it! I was so freaked out (of course). I wasn't wearing my seatbelt. On impact, my head slammed straight into the back of the driverside seat. It slammed into the back of the seat with the same force as the car crashed into the wall. My whole left side of my face went numb for a couple of seconds. Smoke filled the car fast. I was so scared that the car was about to blow up!! I just sat Final Destination twice the day before! So I was thinking I was going to explode, and a big fucking log was about to crashed through the rear of the car and impale the hell out of my skull. That was about all I was thinking. My mom was screaming, "Get out!" I'm sure she was thinking the same thing. I jumped out of the car (apparently the car "bounced" off the wall, b/c there was about 3 feet from the wall to the the car). I was waving my hands or something, and blood was dripping on them. My nose was bleeding! So my parents eventually jumped out of the car (I guess they're a little slower), my mom ran over to me and was [trying] to comfort me (when clearly she was the one in need of comfort). I looked in the car, and the bang on the window was from the passengerside airbag. Both airbags popped out. The Aftermath.It was freezing outside. There were people driving by...they had to see the fucking car smashed up in the front like that! Did I tell you that it was freezing outside? There was so much ice on the ground. Where the hell did all this ice come from? I was pretty scared that another car would slide on top of all this ice and crash into all of us, and the car would blow up. Thankfully it never happened. Also, thankfully a middle aged couple (John & Misty) stopped and helped out! They let us sit in there warm Explorer while we waited on my sister/her.husband to come pick us up. They were pretty cool. They were getting back from a hockey game. My mom was going pretty crazy. I finally started getting teary eyed; if the car would have hit the wall on the other side of the lane, the car would have flipped over and fell a couple of feet (and the car would eventually blowup). I was in shock I guess. So at that point, I couldn't open my left eye. I didn't know what was wrong with it. My nose stopped bleeding. So my siste came, and picked us up. The looked awful!! It finally got towed away. It was pretty sad because my mom has been driving it since '95; this is what my mom said..."Instead of giving you a little brother, we got this car." 4 hours later, I was in the ER. They did an MRI scan on me to see how fucked up my face was. While we were waiting on the results, the doc found a scratch on my fucking eye! I thought something was wrong with it! Think about how painful it would be...A SCRATCH ON YOUR EYEBALL!! The doctor said that it should heal by morning (and it did). So the MRI results got back (2 hours later), and they did find a minor bone fracture up under my eye! And they found something else. They discovered that I have chronic sinutitus! My sinus cavity is completely filled with crap! The doctor told me that I cannot blow my nose! "Are you serious?" "YES. DO NOT BLOW YOUR NOSE. If you do, the fluid might fill up your bone fracture, and it could require surgery." The next couple of days, me and my mom wen to doctor to doctor. All day last Monday, all the doctors told me that they think the fracture is going to heal up in the next two weeks. ¶1:35 AM e-mail me (0) comments Friday, February 14, 2003 I'm going home in about 30 minutes. I'm staying for .........ONE DAY! What a break. It's going to be so much fun there because I'm going to be working on homework and studying the whole time I'm there. I might manage to watch DareDevil tomorrow night at the movie theaters - I get to go back and say "hey" to my boss, and laugh at everyone who's not in college. But then; my bed! The best part about going home is always sleeping in my own bed. Also being able to be in a room by myself with [drum roll] a lock on the door! Unbelievable. NO ROOMMATE == PARADISE, not matter how good (or extremely horrible) a rommate may be. Oh, once again...fuck all you Valentine day fuckers. ¶9:22 PM e-mail me (0) comments Just to keep it real...I have never been in a 3-some with 2 bitches (canine). The post below was just an experiment. ¶1:42 AM e-mail me (0) comments Thursday, February 13, 2003 Valentine's Day! What a load of horse shit. This is one of the only days when single people like myself get to see all the cute little couples exchanges flowers and cards and kiss each other crazy until they turn blue. Everybody is telling their special someone "Happy Valentine's Day" all over the place as if they're rubbing it in mine, and all the single people's faces out there. What other purpose of Valentine's day is there? This holiday should be banned because it makes so many people of this nation depressed and suicidal. It's the eternal damnation and hell on Earth for 24 hours. The only fate that is as torturous would maybe be listening to that fucked up country music shit (or mellow, free music) for more than 5 hours straight. Anyway, my point is that this holiday should be banned. These in love motherfuckers should have be demonstrating love for one another everyday. Why have this holiday so they can rub it into us single people's faces even more? Fuck all your bunny rabbit luvy duvy corny-ass fuckers. You can take Valentine's Day and shove it up your asses! ¶7:51 PM e-mail me (0) comments Last night, I had my first 3-some! It was amazing. I was walking down King St. right? And then I saw these two fine looking females. One had burgundy hair, and the other had brown hair with black highlights. I decided to follow them from a distance. They ended up going into the Stern Center to get some grub. So naturally, I went in there as well. The place was completely empty, except for a couple of workers. It wasn't that late neither, so that was kind of strange. They ordered something from Burger King, and laid down on the ground to eat. So I tried to look as inconspicuous as possible. I got something from Burger King as well, and sat down away from them. The burgundy bitch walked up to me, and started sniffing my crouch! It felt so good! I started getting this huge erection. The other bitch was wagging her tail like crazy when she saw what her friend was doing to me. The burgundy bitch than rolled over, and I rubbed her firm abs for a while. She was in heaven. The other bitch started getting jealous, so she came over there and started licking my other hand. I couldn't resist! I unzipped my pants, and whipped out my bottle rocket. They brown haired bitch started lick the hell out of my penis. So there I was, rubbing this one bitch's stomach while the other one was giving me some good ol' fashion oral sex. Then...I stopped rubbing, and laid down on the ground on my back. Both of those bitches were licking my man pole up...and down...and up...up some more...and down. All around. I swear, masturbation couldn't come close to that feeling. It was amazing that throughout all of this, no one ever came in (to join in). It was all good. I couldn't really hold my orgasm off any longer...those bitches sure knew how to lick. In one smooth umph, I shot all over those bitches hairy bodies. Those bitches were so happy...they were barking their asses off!!! I had fun last night. ¶4:09 PM e-mail me (0) comments Wednesday, February 12, 2003 NO CLASSES TOMORROW!!! I'm going to sleep like I've never slept before. In Jazz band rehearsal, I finally did an improv solo pretty good. I impressed myself. I'm trying to start up a "erotic" fund with a bunch of people, so online "erotica" won't be so damn expensive to buy. Say it cost $40 a month. With 5 people, it'll be $8 a month per person for quality crap. Isn't that a good idea? So I'm trying to get that going around here. It's kind of hard to bring that topic up in conversations. "Yeah, I say the game last night. Say! I want to get porn from the internet, and you know how damn expensive that shit it." blah blah blah... It doesn't particularly flow as nicely as I'd want it to. That's damn shame. NO CLASSES TOMORROW!!! Oh, I already said that. ¶11:26 PM e-mail me (0) comments Tuesday, February 11, 2003 This is a slogan for a domestic violence commercial....[in a leave-it-to-beaver mom voice] "Don't offend, comprehend!" ¶11:27 PM e-mail me (0) comments Well it's time to go over these two girl's dorm room to study and prepare a presentation for tomorrow. ¶9:22 PM e-mail me (0) comments Oh...I noticed that not as many people are coming to my site anymore. If you people are boycotting or something, I really don't care. This site is not to get a huge fan base; it's to provide myself with another way to express myself publicly. I'm not ever gonna kiss ass. But I will promise you that my projects section will be very cool once I master this animation thing. ¶4:16 PM e-mail me (0) comments For the first time ever, I rode my bike around Charleston. It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. Sure! There were cars driving very close to me, and people walking all over the place...but I didn't hit anything. I rode up to the barber shop (got a decent haircut), and then ate something from KFC. These places are about a mile and a half from my dorm, and would have taking me about 30-45 minutes to walk to! I managed to get there in about 10 minutes which is pretty damn cool. I left around 11:PM, and I got back around 2PM. My thighs are in pain right now; I guess that's a good thing. I need to grow lots of muscle mass just to feel fit. Bicycling is fun; especially when I saw all the people walking and got to point and laugh in their pedestrian faces! Stupid pedestrians...they're scum. ¶4:13 PM e-mail me (0) comments Sunday, February 09, 2003 T-minus 5 hours before I should be done with my Computer Science homework. Then it's on to finishing up "A Raisin in the Sun" for english. Then it's reading a little out of my History book. Austin Powers is on TNT right now, so I'm currently distracted by it. Ahhhhh! I'm not a freaking secretary! Every 10 minutes someone calls to see if my roommate's here. It seems like more people call him when he's not here, and I'm busy! Sorry, anyway...I have to agree that Elizabeth Hurley was hotter than Heather Graham, and did a better job. Anyway, I'm off to do homework. I need a haircut! The condition of my hair dictates my mood! I'm feeling rough, hard to manage, and a little fluffy. Yeah, that was a bad joke. I'm sorry, lol. ¶4:42 PM e-mail me (0) comments Saturday, February 08, 2003 Last night was fun. I went over to a friend's dorm and we played games all night. In particular, we played Mortal Kombat: Deadly Alliance all night. The game is amazing, and very addictive when you've got to people who are avid fans of the series. We opened up a lot of characters. Now, I just ordered some pizza from my pizza funds, and I'm going to start working on this programming assignment around 6PM. I should be finished with most of it around 9PM. Then I'm going to read some out of The Bourne Supremacy all night because I need to read a lot more than I am. I'm finding out that I'm a slow talker that tries to talk fast. I start talking fast, then I start stumbling over what I'm saying because I can't keep up with the thoughts in my head; it's all downhill from there. So, that's that. Tonight should be okay...not that boring. Now where's my damn pizza? ¶4:44 PM e-mail me (0) comments Friday, February 07, 2003 Dammit! I miss watching Inuyashi and all those great anime cartoons! Damn this idea that "late night watching tv" belongs to Cona O' Brian. Damn that idea to hell! Why did Adult Swim Anime get moved to weekdays after 12AM? That's so fucked up. ¶12:58 AM e-mail me (0) comments Thursday, February 06, 2003 ...I have homework, but I really don't know where to start. So far, I haven't done any of it. This morning I skipped my Music theory 2 class...no biggie. I'm kicking ass in that class, so I can afford it. I need to read another 60 pages out of this book for english. I need to touch up on some Japanese. I need to figure out how the hell do I use list, and why are they so much better than arrays. I need to read a chapter out of my History book. That's about it. I really don't want to start doing it at all. I still have money is my account. It's enough to last for 3 months (it really is). I've already bought all the shit I was planning on buying for this semester. I'm getting another $250 from pep band...and then I'm buying a surround sound system, and an external hard drive. I'll pretty much have $550 to spend on that crap, with $1000 left over to use next semester. Then this summer I'm going to work my ass off - I'll then have enough money to work on my car a little. I want to paint it some fucked up wierd color, and buy a bigger audio system. I might add some lights or something. I just really want to personalize it. Anyway...let me get started with my homework. ¶5:01 PM e-mail me (0) comments I'm paying my housing bill for next semester now! Well, I sort of have to. I am not in anyway going to remain in my current dorming situation. Everything here is so anti-me. I hate everything about it. EVERYTHING. Ha! No more of this crap! Nooooooooo! I've got 3 more months of this repugnant shit. ¶1:15 AM e-mail me (0) comments Wednesday, February 05, 2003 I'm trying to animate, and it's just now working so far. It's so hard! Kore wa muzashi desu. My lips are all buzzed out. Jazz can make a man very tired. I'm outta here. I'm gonna hang out with friends tonight. I need a study break. ¶6:53 PM e-mail me (0) comments Tuesday, February 04, 2003 ::yawn:: I'm sleepy. This morning was such a good opportunity to sleep in late and skip class(es). Something made me get out of bed and just tough it out - Oh yeah! I paid lots of money to be here, so why should I waste my time and money to get here and not go to any classes? ¶2:19 PM e-mail me (0) comments Resident Evil Zero kicks ass! ¶1:08 AM e-mail me (0) comments Monday, February 03, 2003 Basketball game tonight. Cougars are gonna kick some a$$...hopefully. I've gotta be a tromboner tonight of course. Lots of fun. Lots of girls showing off their belly buttons. Lots of fun. Lots of screaming out "Buuuuuuul Shhhhhit" in unison with everybody else when the ref screws up. Lots of fun. What more can I say? I really hate people who seem to be going no where with their lives. ¶5:39 PM e-mail me (0) comments Sunday, February 02, 2003 I miss Pizza Hut. I missed stuffed crust pizza. Now they got stuffed crust pizza with cheese over the bread! Mmmmmmm. The commercial waters my mouth every time I look at that cheesy goodness. Hubba hubba. Anyway, I did all my homework surprisingly, now I'm bored with nothing to do. I want to play Resident Evil Zero some more, but I know that if I start that I will not be able to stop until after 1AM. I think "we" need to get sleep tonight. That's about it. I have a bad cough now. I don't want the weather to get hot again because I'm so used to wearing a fleece. Oh well. Later. ¶11:15 PM e-mail me (0) comments I'm feeling a lot better today. Right now, I'm just having minimal menopause symptons. Occasional hot flashes, drammatic mood swings (as you could probably tell from reading below, lol), and my period is a little late. Okay, that was a joke folks. It's like this...I'm hot, I'm cold, I'm hot, I'm cold. There it is folks...the status of my terminal illness. I'm still very irritable, [say as if I'm falling off a cliff] sooooo pleeeeeease don't pisssssss meeeee oooooofffffff! splat. I did some homework thank God. "Like, oh my god. Like, oh my god. Like, oh my god." ¶5:49 PM e-mail me (0) comments Aaaaaaachu! ¶1:18 AM e-mail me (0) comments Wow. My new neighbor is planning on having friends over on the weekends to be loud and listen to Eminem music. They are so fucking loud! God! ...white girls. "Like, Oh my god. Like, oh my god. Like, oh my god." (Clarification: I'm not stereotyping white girls, I'm just emphasizing that these girls fall under that white girl stereotype.) Not only are they being loud as fuck, they have their door open so everyone can hear what the hell they're talking about! I don't want that shit! I'm sick. I know I can't sleep until 2AM because that's curfew. I can't tell them to be quiet until 2AM, because the cops would just tell me to complain after curfew or something. It's so fucked. I cranked my music up so I don't have to listen to that pure bullshit. Pure Bullshit! This is what college life is like folks. Oh yeah, it's the shizznet. "Like, oh my god." ¶1:16 AM e-mail me (0) comments Saturday, February 01, 2003 I'm so sick! I've been fluctuating between a fever/cold/flu kind of thing. My muscles are weak at times, and then my throat hurts at times....then, I'm freezing regardless of what I'm wearing at times. It's been like this for 2 days. I was so pissed off last night because all these fuckers who live here were like, having a party downstairs or something. I'm not racist, but it was mostly white people. And black people are the ones stereotyped to be loud. OMG! All those bitches were screaming and crap, and the guys were just yelling out "Yeahhhh!" over and over again. Is that what you people consider fun. I was sick, and went to bed around 10PM (thank god my roommate went..somewhere). These fuckers started yelling and crap around 1 in the fucking morning! That's so disrespectful to the people who want to sleep, and in particular me because I needed my rest. It just makes me really hate everyone who lives in this fucking dorm, and I just want to get out. I can understand yelling around 10PM or so, but not 1AM!!! That's so fucked up. On top of that...I just found out that statistically, my dorm is the #1 source on campus to get marijuana. I made a sort of pact with myself to just ignore anyone who does drugs. Alcohol is okay...but not all that other shit. I consider anyone who does cocaine or marijuana at excessive amounts [in order to get fucked up] as a second class citizen. Anyone who is totally irresponsible, and do not know how to say...."you know, I don't want anymore." You gotta know your limits. If you don't have enough sense to respect your own body, I'm sorry...you're second class. Of course, one or two screw ups is okay; but, doing it over and over with the purpose of screwing up is very dumbass. Gosh, get the fuck away from me you dumbass, no self-respect having, peer pressure zombie bitches! I shit on you. 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