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Sunday, April 04, 2004
Just One More MonthThe final month of the semester is upon me. It'll consist of the most stress, the most fear, the most indifference that I'll feel [before the Summer break]. I don't want to do this, but it appears I have no choice - there are people that I'd like to not see for a long long time, and yet I have to see them everyday; in order to keep the peace, they piss me off I can't let it get to me. I could get into revenge mode or silent-treatment mode, but for the most part I have to act like nothing happened. I've learned that I hate people who are capable of doing that (after pissing off someone or getting pissed off they have the ability to act like nothing happened to that someone the very next day). It's so unnatural. It's insulting to that someone. If you pissed your friend off, wouldn't you want to make things better? How about a fucking apology? Yes, I have been pissed off by a supposed friend. I've giving him ample time to "try to make thing better" but he hasn't at all. What kind of message am I getting from that? I'm thinking he doesn't care about the friendship at all, he's just concerned with pretending everything is okay. It'll just fester into a bigger problem, and I'm completely okay with that. I'm don't want to pretend like everything is okay - that's just not my style. But in this instance, I have to; afterall, there's just one more month left.This is why I'm not telling this person how/why he pissed me off - if I had to tell this guy what he did that pissed me off, I'd devalue the friendship to the point where its nonexistent. I don't want that to happen. ¶1:31 PM e-mail me (0) comments (0) commentsBack To Blog top September 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / February 2005 / March 2005 / April 2005 / May 2005 / June 2005 / July 2005 / August 2005 / September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / December 2006 / April 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / November 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 /
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