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Monday, April 26, 2004
sOrry fOlksI'm terribly busy at the moment. I'm trying to get my performers conditioned for the concert wednesday, I've got a bunch of japanese shit to study for. I have the biggest, hardest computer science assignment I have to finish, I have all these friends that I want to spend some quality time with before the years over, I'm trying to find a job for the over the Summer, and I'm trying to download as much Anime as possible before I'm stuck on a 56K modem back home. So lots of fucking shit to do. ¶6:50 PM e-mail me (0) commentsWednesday, April 21, 2004 what? good news?yeah, that's right. i outside right now, typing on a bench. that's right folks, i'm taking advantage of the wireless connectivity on campus. it's pretty cool. i finally found a piano player, i'm getting her the music tomorrow around 12pm. hopefully the group (composing of a trombonist, pianist & flutist) will get together and have a rehearsal sometime in the near future. the concert is next wednesday at 8pm, so things are a little hectic. okay, extremely hectic. fucking a. ouch, a fucking bug bit me. i hate squirrels. they just bounce around everywhere and eat nuts all day. how gay is that? there's like 7 squirrels in my view as i speak - so close that i can actually see their little squirrel nuts. but that's besides the point... things are looking good. except for my probably low grade in japanese class, and my inevitable low grade in comp sci 230, things are good. thank god, more shade. it was hot as fuck today; typical charleston wheather - "today it'll be clear in the mid 70s & hot as fuck." i got a big test tomorrow, it's time to study. wish me luck assholes. (now, time to get the fuck away from these bugs and squirrel nuts). ¶5:08 PM e-mail me (0) commentsTuesday, April 20, 2004 Just To Let You KnowI put Kill Bill Vol. 1 soundtrack in my iDisk for backup purposes. Only for backup purposes because I'm going to a friends house and I want an easy way to access the music I bought with my money. There is no other reason why I have this soundtrack in my iDisk. No other reason what-so-ever. If you choose to download this soundtrack from me, you are stealing something from me - I do not give you authorization to do so.AIM Chat: A New Draft Arrives?!?!from 4/20/04 at 3:05PMJabre: http://news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/afp/20040420/pl_afp/us_iraq_military_draft_040420163408 Me: this country is fucked. Me: (america) Me: we've reached a peak, and been going downhill since. Jabre: yeah those of us in college cant be drafted though Me: so, when would this draft go into effect if it's passed? Jabre: probably immediately Jabre: it would have to Me: so, this is just guys right? Me: lol Me: technically, since women fought to be apart of the military they should now be drafted just as equally. But that'll never happen. Jabre: well i think so too Me: As an American, I don't feel comfortable with a chick's skills to kill. Me: not to sound sexist. Me: but that's the fucking truth. Jabre: they want equal right in everything except where they may get hurt Me: those cunts, lol Me: bush is an asshole. Jabre: yeah and people still want to vote for his ass Jabre: thats what pisses me off about this whole deal Me: he has no right to be our president again after this turmoil Me: this pointless raid in Iraq Me: that lead, to tearing their government up Me: and fucking up the lives of the people there. Jabre: where are assassins when you need them Me: I wanna say more so than Saddam did, but I just don't know the facts. Me: if I was in iRaq, I'd feel safer under a dictatorship more so than a anarchy-democracy Jabre: welp unfortuantely we cant just leave them hanging since that idiot has us there Me: yeah, dammit. Jabre: if we just left then there would be a civil war Jabre: so we have to see this through Me: well, every country's gotta have a civil war sooner or later. Me: lol Jabre: well....you say that but its more complicated than that lol Me: i like chicken. Me: :-D Jabre: me too , is there a black person that doesnt Me: probably not Me: what a horrible stereotype Me: lol Jabre: yeah and its very entertianing Me: yep ¶3:11 PM e-mail me (0) comments Saturday, April 17, 2004 Do Me A Favor, Bitch.Check out my buddy's blog: http://www.livejournal.com/users/bowlby/ ¶9:35 PM e-mail me (0) commentsThursday, April 15, 2004 Fuck ItNo really, fuck it! My dorm room is officially the new location of Hell. I come in here, it's either hot as shit, or cold as fuck (cold as fuck? hot as shit? - people say it all the time, but what do they really mean???). You turn the temperature of the thermostat to 70 when you're cold, and 10 minutes later it's hot & humid as a motherfucker. You turn it down a little to 65, and it's cold as a motherfucker. What the hell?! And then at night, RD2004 has the fan on while the thermostat is on 65, so it's even colder than "cold as a motherfucker." That's too fucking cold. I hate it when in the morning, all I want to do is sleep all day; I don't believe in sleeping late nor do I believe in taking 4-8 hour naps in the middle of the day (like some people). I fucking hate this room and everything in it. I want my mommy. 2 more fucking weeks until I'm back in paradise! Fuck yeah. DDR everyday, a room to myself, no roommate diseases present, "dis is da life." Ahhhhhhhh!! (that's a scream) Awwwww!! (that's a orgasmic sigh of relieve) ¶2:44 PM e-mail me (0) commentsHanging with my peeps, "Kill Bill" Style BitchesOkay, not really my peeps - but cool people. I bought Kill Bill Vol. 1 a couple of days ago (if you haven't bough this movie yet, buy the fucking shit already!) I was over a friend's house, I discovered he hasn't seen the movie yet, so what do I do? I come back to my room, get my DVD, and let this fucker watch one of the greatest movies in the universe! (Only second to Pulp Fiction, LOTRs, Other Shit...I guess that wouldn't make it "second to"?) Whatever, I bring it back and we watch. About 6 other people found themselves sitting on the couch to watch as well! I felt like a movie DJ (corny, but true). A majority of people already saw it. It was great fun to sit around with folks and talk about the deep meanings behind a film. Shhhh, a couple people were smoking pot and drinking beer, don't tell anyone. The intoxicated and sober alike combined to form this massive group known as (insert dramatic pause) the DEADLY VIPER ASSASSINS! muahahaha! We talked about the movie and shit, and every once in a while one of us would step out to snipe a passing fucker right in their motherfucking ear! Buuuuuuyaw Bitches! Okay, not really. We just thoroughly discussed all aspects of the movie - how it's japanese culture exploitation to the max (echoe::max, max, max). *breath-in ...MAX MAX max max max max max. It was high-octane fun. I strongly recommend getting together with a lot of your friends (umm, sorry if you're alone and have no friends), watching this movie (with a couple of people smoking pot), and attempt to analyze the shit out of it. You'll have fun.I'M GOING TO SEE KILL BILL VOL. 2 TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can I get a "Hell Yeah" ?? bitches in the back: hell yeah big daddy, now spank me again ¶1:38 AM e-mail me (0) comments Wednesday, April 14, 2004 Some Good AdviceI wish I would have read this before I decided on my current roommate: here.(grey text == my comments) This shit really touched my heart...in fact, I'm crying as I type this (not really). I like my roommate, but we are very different. Can this work? I asked myself that question before I agreed to room with my roommate (notice I'm not using RD2004 anymore, it's implied). We're friends, he's cool, but we're very different. Sometimes this scenario works the best. If you have similar schedules & neat-ness (or lack thereof) habits, but have different friends and interests, you may have found the best combination! We used to have similar schedules, but we don't anymore - it's all fucked. Roommates who are also close friends and have who have the same interests can spend too mch time together and burn-out. That's exactly what happened. He's still a good friend and all, it's just I'm tired of seeing him, lol. I know that sounds kind of mean, but fuck! It's horrible. And we also used to have the same "friends," but I just couldn't take - I sort of pushed his friends to the side. Because hanging out with his friends was the same as hanging out with him (obviously it wasn't, it's all psychological). I burned out! "Get the fuck away from me" is always running through my mind everytime I see him. I try not to appear to be thinking that, but I can't help it. One can become jealous of the others additional friends or significant other. I don't know if this is the case, but it's a possibility. Apparently I have more friends - this school year, the # of good friends I have on campus went from 8 to atleast 35! I know tons of people. That's just 35 good friends. I probably know about 20 more "what's up" friends (people you'd just talk to whenever you're really bored, or if you wanted to look popular in front of your close friends). So, if one of us was jealous, it's definitely not me. The fact that you like each other, but have different interests can mean that you respect each other enough to discuss any problems that might arise, and share meals or outings occassionally. Which we do sometimes. But, you will not become so dependent upon one another that if there is a problem in the room that harms the friendship. What if I want to live with someone I already know? Next year I'm planning on living with someone I already know. However, I think it'll be different. We're different enough so that we'll have our different "worlds." It's not gonna mesh as much as what happened to me this year. The fear of burning out isn't there. We don't really share the same friends, so that's a plus. If I like "A" types of things, he'll like "B" types of things - but, he and I will still like the other person's interest. First, think about whether you REALLY want to do this! Sometimes living with people makes you learn more about them than you wanted to know. Things like dirty dishes and forgotten phone messages often ruin friendships! It's a fucking shame. There are habits and things my roommate does that really got to me. It really effected my opinions of him. I don't think it's ruined the friendship, but the relationship is changed drammatically. It's really unfortunate, but he's changed from a "close friend" into one of my many "what's up" friends. Not that there's anything wrong with that. He's still in my "army," he's just been demoted from sergeant to private. ¶3:21 PM e-mail me (0) comments Monday, April 12, 2004 More Info About Family GuyHere's the video of Seth MacFarlane talking about the return of everyone's favorite show: http://www.adultswim.com/webcam/gal_mov/macfarlane/index.html ¶10:33 AM e-mail me (0) commentsWednesday, April 07, 2004 Holy Shit! New Family Guy - It's Official! I am so happy right now. I just read on filmforce.ign that in 2005, 22 brand-spanking new Family Guy episodes are coming to Cartoon Network's Adult Swim! Here's the snippet from the article here: In fact, according to a press release, Family Guy is not only the top-rated basic cable show in its time period, but "was the #1 selling TV property on DVD" in 2003. As a result, in what the press release terms "an unprecedented move," Family Guy is going back into production over two years after its last original episode was telecast. Cartoon Network will show twenty-two new episodes beginning in early 2005. (The upfront audience broke into applause and cheering at this news.) Fox, which produces the show, retains an option to show the new episodes on its broadcast network as well. So fans of Family Guy, be happy again. Rejoice. Become one with sarcasm and witty remarks in 2005. Celebrate. And if you haven't purchased Tuesday, April 06, 2004 My Composition - "Does Anybody Understand?"I'm taking a composition class this semester, and the major thing we're doing in there is composing. I have been working on this song for almost a year now (and it's not done yet). This is the write-up that's gonna appear in the program (plus or minus shit). April 28th, 8PM, Recital Hall - if you're on the College of Charleston campus on that day at that time, check it out! It'll be performed live for the first (and only) time. You should like it. I'll try to post a recording of it up on here when the time comes.I've been on this Earth for the last 20 years. I'm currently a sophomore majoring in Computer Science and possibly majoring in Music - I haven't decided yet. The underlying meanings of "Does Anybody Understand?" are very personal. Imagine this. There's a guy who is often misunderstood - not intentionally of course. He merely hasn't developed conventional social skills. So the small amount of friends he does have/make aren't just there as fashion accessories (as the majority of people his age use them as), they mean something to him. Whenever he encounters someone who understands him, everything is happy-go-lucky; however, when he encounters not only people who often misunderstand him, but also the everyday monotony of life, everything is grey. All the overall feelings this guy goes through as a result of the previously described situation are exemplified in this piece. As you listen, you'll easily be able to hear when this guy is in a good mood vs. a bad mood. I hope you enjoy it. ¶1:46 PM e-mail me (0) comments Monday, April 05, 2004 War on Terrorism is as useful as the shit on my AssNow before all the pro U.S. people come down on me, actually read what I have to say and refute it with some semblance of logic (Btw I am pro-U.S. and a proud American). The War on Terrorism is impossible to win by definition of what the U.S. is trying to fight- Terrorism. Terrorism is an idea, not a concrete enemy that can be defeated, and one that will not go away. It is like saying that one can end war by fighting, it makes no sense whatsoever. Every terrorist that America kills creates more terrorists and more anti U.S. sentiment. We are, in effect, digging a deep hole for ourselves. Even if we could kill all of the terrorists there will always be more coming. I am not saying that we should not fight back at all, but to win a war against an idea is illogical and misleading. President Bush is pedaling a ridiculous idea and I hope many more Americans wake up to this and help stop this foolish so-called struggle.written by Jabre - aim::lord0fmorning (that's a zero), send email "Bring it on!" he says. ¶11:30 AM e-mail me (0) comments Sunday, April 04, 2004 Just One More MonthThe final month of the semester is upon me. It'll consist of the most stress, the most fear, the most indifference that I'll feel [before the Summer break]. I don't want to do this, but it appears I have no choice - there are people that I'd like to not see for a long long time, and yet I have to see them everyday; in order to keep the peace, they piss me off I can't let it get to me. I could get into revenge mode or silent-treatment mode, but for the most part I have to act like nothing happened. I've learned that I hate people who are capable of doing that (after pissing off someone or getting pissed off they have the ability to act like nothing happened to that someone the very next day). It's so unnatural. It's insulting to that someone. If you pissed your friend off, wouldn't you want to make things better? How about a fucking apology? Yes, I have been pissed off by a supposed friend. I've giving him ample time to "try to make thing better" but he hasn't at all. What kind of message am I getting from that? I'm thinking he doesn't care about the friendship at all, he's just concerned with pretending everything is okay. It'll just fester into a bigger problem, and I'm completely okay with that. I'm don't want to pretend like everything is okay - that's just not my style. But in this instance, I have to; afterall, there's just one more month left.This is why I'm not telling this person how/why he pissed me off - if I had to tell this guy what he did that pissed me off, I'd devalue the friendship to the point where its nonexistent. I don't want that to happen. ¶1:31 PM e-mail me (0) comments AIM Chat: RD2004 Strikes Again.from 4/4/04 3:13AMMe: your still online? Stephen: yup Me: how are you? Stephen: alright ... i talked to adrian some today ... she has an online diary and she asked if i had been reading it ... Stephen: so i've got some catching up to do Stephen: going through time Stephen: how she's metamorphosized since the time of our break-up 'til now Me: lol Me: what's different about her? Stephen: how it became about me .Stephen.. to something completely different Me: wow Me: i'm sure that made you feel good Stephen: it's some crazy stuff Stephen: no, not at all Me: (sarcasm) Stephen: she has an affinity for words ... but they usually ellicit strong, negative emotions Me: yeah, that's what blog usually contain. Me: negative aspects of life. Stephen: she usually puts in poems and such Me: it's an outlet to bitch. Me: I have something to bitch about at the moment :-D Stephen: and sometimes songs of things that she's feeling at the time Me: that's cool Stephen: roommate? Me: yeah, he pissed me off. This is what he told me while Jabre and I were watching tv... "Could you leave the room so I can relax. ...well, you've had the room all to yourself all week." Stephen: he can't relax w/you guys in there? Me: I translated that to me, "The only time I can relax is when you're not in the room." "You're hogging the room. " Stephen: no .. that means ... i'm really horny and need to masturbate .. leave the room! Me: It's my fucking room! And yeah, why couldn't he relax with us in there? It's not like he was asking to be alone because he had a friend with him. Stephen: oh ok Stephen: i dunno then Stephen: stupid white ppl (note: Stephen's white) Me: i got upset with it, "aren't we relaxing already?" I told him. "I didn't make you leave the room...you left the room to me ...it was your choice." Me: I was embarrased ...because he was basically saying "I'm tired of you being around." ...in front of my company and his company Me: It was just the way he said it. Stephen: was there a right way to say that? Stephen: i mean, it's your room too Me: All he wanted to do was play a stupid game on the PS2, he didn't have to say it the way he did. Me: The right way = "hey, can I play kingdom hearts?" Me: very simple. Stephen: btw .. this is the diary site .. go to the thing that says "find a diary" and type in either "casually cruel" or ".tangled." ... she has two Me: what the heck. Me: which one is better? Stephen: i dunno ... read 'em both Stephen: choose "casually cruel" first, though Stephen: not that it's better, but it's the first one she listed to me Me: cool stuff. 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