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Thursday, September 22, 2005
Being Alone With PeopleIt's a bizarre occurrence. When you're in a group of people, and you feel all alone. You talk to the people around, and they fucking ignore you. Or, you say something and they say something attempting to negate every fucking thing you said. I fucking hate that. It makes me feel like getting a fucking shotgun, and then shooting everyone one of those motherfuckers in their fucking heads. What the fuck? Why am I the one being ignored? Why the hell am I not being acknowledged? I just don't fucking understand. I'm backup. That's all I am. Whenever people don't have anyone around them to talk to, they talk to me. I just don't understand this.Of course, I make it completely obvious when I'm not interested in the stupid conversations these groups are talking about. And of course I say things that are relevent in an attempt to patronize everyone in a douche bag kind of way. But at least you can kindly say, "uh huh" or "yeah." Completely ignoring someone is one of the worst things you can do to somebody, and it's happening to me a little too fucking much. In fact, at this very moment, I'm sitting in the floor just bedazzled over how indifferent I'm feeling towards this group socializing stank. So indifferent that I'm going to leave. I can have plenty more fun sitting in a room by myself (maybe watching Alias), than sitting here pretending to be interested in what the group is conversing about. Fuck this shit. ¶8:10 PM e-mail me (2) comments (2) comments
I dont know you personally, but from your writings you seem like a strongly opinionated and disagreeable person...who probably does'nt make his arguements to people in person, but instead vents out on the internet.
by You're actually dead on. Also, I think because I'm constantly sarcastic, it's hard for people to take me seriously sometimes. And that really gets under my skin. I'm getting better though... especially whenever I take some of my anxiety pills, Mmmm.
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