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Thursday, December 29, 2005
The End?As you can obviously see, the number of blog entries per month is decreasing exponentially. Nothing pisses me off in the world enough to write about it anymore. It only took me four years - I honestly think I've written about all of my annoyances in the world (without getting too far in my personal life). I've written about all my annoyances, and so far nothing has happened to me that would warrant a new post. Sure I'm at home right now hating it, but I've written about that last year around this time, and the year before that. If there's one thing I hate about blogs, it's repetition.So will I stop the blog? I don't know yet. I do know that I will use this site to post all of my creative endeavors. I'm programming, I'm composing, I'm playing around with photoshop, I'm creating retarded comical songs, etc. All of these things haven't seen the amount of attention from me that they deserve, but hopefully I'll stop being so goddamn lazy. I have no idea what's making me lazy (sarcasm), or what's taking up all of my time (sarcasm - WoW). The plan is to limit all of the distractions, and focus. Who knows, maybe I'll catch 'writing fever' again or something will annoy the hell out of me enough to write about it. More than likely it will. Until that day, I could care less about doing what so many TV Shows do, and create fucking bullshit to fill in the gaps where there really isn't anything to write about. It's not that I don't care about this blog, I just don't have anything to say at the moment. I'm not an angry person anymore - I'm understanding that things will never change, and bitching about it is pointless. After reading a lot from my archives ... from the very beginning until now ... I've changed a lot. It took me four years to realize most people suck balls, and fucked up things happen to everyone all the time. Somewhere buried in all these entries is the moment in which I stopped being a kid, and became an adult. That's a mind-blowing concept (atleast to me); it'll be interesting to find that moment. Don't get me wrong, there are still a lot of stories I can write - stories that haven't happened to me yet. I'm planning on finding a place to stay and living/providing for myself in the upcoming year. I'm graduating college not this spring semester, but next spring semester (double majoring). I've got to make the transition from undergad student to [maybe] grad student. Gotta make that transition from "adult who's parents pay for a lot" to "adult who pays for everything himself." I've gotta find a career in both computer science and music (preferably one involving both). Etc. It's a very scary time in my life right now, to say the least. So I really couldn't care less about making you the visitor happy by writing bullshit (like a lot of personal blogs out there). If I'm going to write something, it's not going to be because I forced myself to write an entry since it hasn't been a while, it's going to be based on if I really have something to say or not. In fact, checking the site once a month seems about right. Thanks for reading my blog all these years, and if this is the first time you're reading my blog ..FUCK YOU! ¶9:17 AM e-mail me (3) comments top September 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / February 2005 / March 2005 / April 2005 / May 2005 / June 2005 / July 2005 / August 2005 / September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / December 2006 / April 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / November 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 /
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