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Monday, August 07, 2006
Goddammit.I fucking hate tectonic plates, the pelagic food web, photodissociation, continents, the Carboniferous period, and the Acadian Orogeny. Fuck you if you like any of that; you deserve to die. Do me a favor and just get a chopstick and stab yourself in the throat.FYI, I'm studying for my GEO105 exam and I'm in a WTF-STOP-USING-YOUR-TEETH-WHEN-YOU-BLOW-ME-YOU-STUPID-BITCH kind of mood. ¶8:29 PM e-mail me (1) comments Shit.Shit. ¶7:32 PM e-mail me (0) commentsSaturday, August 05, 2006 Summer '06It really seems like nothing has happened all Summer for me. Even though 3 months have elapsed, this has felt like the fastest most uneventful Summer ever. But in retrospect, it has probably been the most eventful one. It just proves that when there's tons of shit always happening, time flies. Let's see ...what all has happened to me this Summer?* Found a roommate * Found a place to stay in downtown charleston * Bummed at my roommate's old place until the new place was open for business, only to get evicted by his psychotic cunt of an ex-girlfriend. Or atleast that's my impression of her. Last week I sent a txt message to her: "Ure a mean cold abusive person. and ur unattractive. sucks bein u. have nice life." So I feel better now. I was asked not to call her by my roommate, so I sent a txt message. She messaged me back asking who am I, but I didn't respond. There was no need. What was needed to be said was said. If she wants to know who I am, she can just search for that phone# on facebook. But judging from the tone in her txt message, she wasn't read that smart. Yeah, getting kicked out costed me $600 dollars because the best move was for me to stay in a dorm for 2 weeks until then. Because after moving a lot of my shit in his place, and feeling secure only to have that security shitted on really didn't encourage me to stay at any of my other friends' places. Afterall, what's stopping any of their roommates from doing the same. Yeah, there's a lot more about this I could elaborate on, but I'm not angry about it anymore. $600 FUCKING DOLLARS WHEN I WAS PROMISED ...FREE?!!?!?!?!!? GOD-FUCKING-DAMMIT! STICK SOME DYNAMITE UP THAT CUNT'S CUNT, STAND BACK, AND BLOW THAT SHIT UP. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT HER BODY IS COMPOSED OF ...A LOT OF SMELLY SKANK SHIT! But with all sincerity, who was really to blame: my roommate or his ex? That's something I'll never be able to answer, so I dropped it. Even though it's $600 and it put me in debt for the entire Summer and I literally didn't have any goddamn money to do anything but buy food and pay rent, and it's more than likely the reason why this Summer overall sucked ass ....at least I have a house now. Gotta think positive gotta think positive gotta think positive. Afterall it was I who decided to stay in the dorm right? right? right? All that anger and frustration found its way into my album... * Started working on an album finally. I think it's finished for the most part, so right now I'm trying to decide what's the best way to distribute it. What's the best way for my demographic to find me? I'm also hesitant about letting people hear because I'm afraid people aren't going to like it. Well ain't I a silly bitch. Of course not everyone is gonna like it. But I've said this time and time again. Make music is like giving birth ....each track one of your bastard children. You don't want anyone to make fun of your kids. Not to sound corny, but the album exposes maybe a little too much of my soul to feel comfortable with people critiquing it. But that's what being a musical composer is all about. It'll be decided one day. I'll definitely put it on my this site so don't worry. After 3 years of being brutally honest about the shit that happens to me, I think you guys already have an understanding of how fucked up my soul is, lol. * Officially moved out of parents house * My relationship with my "F" buddy was redefined * Working 9-5 mon - fri A taste of life-after-college. I'm actually looking forward to it. Getting up, getting the job done, going home, relaxing, enjoying a mild social life - a cycle I welcome with arms stretched out. Because getting up, going to class, going to work, going back to class, going home, studying, trying to squeeze a social life, studying some more ...that cycle fucking sucks. I hate every minute of it. There is just no time to just relax. Working a 9-5 job, atleast I had time to work on some personal projects of mine. Can't wait until I make the leap from having a wage to having a salary. * A massive resetting of who I hang out with. Okay, not that big of a deal. All the people I hang with either graduated and went far far away, or they went home for the Summer, or they had insane internships that took them far far away. So the beginning of the Summer thoroughly blowed. So, I had all this time to relax because of working 9 to 5, but I didn't really have anyone to hang out with in the evenings. I tried it out, but it just wasn't the same. It was a sad and lonely existence; something I'm actually used to, so again ...that's why it really wasn't a big deal. * I cancelled my World of Warcraft account. * I tripped and fell into a relationship. An unexpected treat which happened a week after I cancelled my WoW account. Coincidence? * Finally got my album to the point where I'm proud of every single track on it. Well there you go. That's my Summer in a nutshell. Each one of the above could have been full blown posts, but instead of working on site things during my CREATIVE moments, I chose to work on my album instead. It's as simple as that. I'm off to the movies now ...gonna check out The Descent. About fucking time we have a rated R scary movie that doesn't suck (or atleast I hope it doesn't). Yeah, I've been pretty disappointed with this Summer's movies. Sure Pirates of the Caribbean was awesome, but because I really really hoped Brent Ratner wouldn't fuck over X-Men 3 and all of us fanboys ...and then to watch the movie only to get fucked over isn't exactly a good first impression for 06' Summer blockbusters. I fucking hate Brent Ratner and I wish someone would shoot him in the head (hint hint). ¶5:04 PM e-mail me (1) comments top September 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / February 2005 / March 2005 / April 2005 / May 2005 / June 2005 / July 2005 / August 2005 / September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / December 2006 / April 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / November 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 /
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