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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
OMG! WHAT A HORRIBLE SEMESTER!I'm tired of school! Jesus fucking christ, when we'll it end???? The semester is all done (finally!!!!), how did I do? I honestly don't know if I passed everything. For the first time ever, I did half-ass work in every single class INTENTIONALLY. I'm just really burned out. I never have time to keep up on my creative endeavors (this blog included), and I'm beginning to understand that that is a lot more important than any benefits one could ever get from a college education. A job is useless if you don't have a soul. I have no soul. Where the fuck did it go?And it's quite ironic that a couple of weeks after releasing music about having panic attacks and shit, I start having panic attacks. Awesome. I was prescribed some "happy pills" that enables my brain to release more serotonin. That shit gets me fucked up. Happy Pills + Any Misc. Drug = A Good Time I'm seeing a psychiatrist (or psychologist ...I never fucking know which one to say), it's kind of weird. He's an old, but really down to earth, Jewish guy who likes to say "shit" and "fuck" a lot whenever he gives me his opinions. Honestly, the only thing he's done that has helped me was prescribe me those happy pills. I'll keep on seeing him as long as he keeps writing me some refills. Mmmm.... But yea, I've been down all semester, and hopefully I'll get back on track with normality soon. ¶5:52 PM e-mail me (0) comments top September 2002 / October 2002 / November 2002 / December 2002 / January 2003 / February 2003 / March 2003 / April 2003 / May 2003 / June 2003 / July 2003 / August 2003 / September 2003 / October 2003 / November 2003 / December 2003 / January 2004 / February 2004 / March 2004 / April 2004 / May 2004 / June 2004 / July 2004 / August 2004 / September 2004 / October 2004 / November 2004 / December 2004 / January 2005 / February 2005 / March 2005 / April 2005 / May 2005 / June 2005 / July 2005 / August 2005 / September 2005 / October 2005 / November 2005 / December 2005 / January 2006 / February 2006 / March 2006 / April 2006 / May 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / December 2006 / April 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / November 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 /
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