Wow, a blog.

new site is live

2008-06-18T04:03:00.002-04:00

godaddy.com may be slow in forwarding traffic to http://www.tbonefever.net/wordpress/

My Social Networking Info

2008-04-21T10:56:00.006-04:00

facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=21305447
Yes, I finally updated my facebook profile. I have a lot of catching up to do and old friends to find again. I'm tired and burned out of world of warcraft, so facebook should atleast be more productive right?

twitter: http://twitter.com/tbonefever/
I'm hearing a lot about Twitter these days. I really want to try out this Twitter+Location application Twinkle on my iphone, so I'm willing to give this service a shot. Please give me your info somehow so I can have some friends :-( ...I'm lonely. Speaking of which, everyone should read 7 Reasons the 21st Century is Making You Miserable. It's an excellent read.

digg: http://digg.com/users/tbonefever/
DIGG! Everyone knows about digg. Well, here's my page.

Oh shit, I have a digital camera now via my iphone! I'll try to post some test pictures...wait! FLICKR to the rescue. [30 minutes later] I just created a Flickr account, and uploaded a photo:

more info

Damn, social networking is so time consuming.

My DIGG User Profile

2008-03-20T10:53:00.002-04:00

If any of you guys are interested in what my current obsession is, check out My DIGG Page.

Join up, and add me as a friend.

it Never Gets Old

2008-02-07T06:46:00.000-05:00

fool me once, shame on -- shame on you. Fool me -- you can't get fooled again.

- BUSH

Bills, Bills, Bills

2008-02-06T06:42:00.000-05:00

OMFG ...More Money = More Bills? What a concept to be thrown into once you acquire a real job.

Two Student Loans: 5K, 24K ....$100, $150 per month respectivily
iPhone: $100 initial deposit, $64 per month
Healthcare: $25 per week
Rent + Utilities: $450 + $70 per month

Upcoming New Bills:
Car Insurance
New Car (in August)
New Mac (3rd Fiscal Quarter)

Am I losing my mind? Not yet. It's tough keeping things organized. My credit is soooo shitty. I'm doing the geek thing ..using lots of 3rd party budget-ing apps. iBudget has been getting the job done. Great application that gives me a boner ever time I see it's little icon bouncing in my dock --- MMmmmmmm. So I'm finally keepin up with my money. My next task is setting up a savings account. Yea I know ...I'm 23 and still do not have a freakin' savings account.

It's been hellish trying to get everything setup. So this is what it's like to be an adult? I'm disgusted.

P.S. - I love my iPhone. Watching free video/audio podcasts at work while I'm bored makes the pain go away. I'm a happy camper. I gave my iPod Touch to my roommate and he Jailbreak-ed the hell out of it. It's so fucking cool playing Super Mario World on an iPod Touch.

iPhone Download Speeds

2008-02-04T08:07:00.000-05:00

From the Edge network, the last recorded download speed is 83.9 kps. It takes about 15 seconds on average to load a complicated web page.

Holy Shit

2008-01-19T21:19:00.000-05:00

I wrote this 6 fucking years ago and it's still true:

Let me explain what first impressions mean to me. If when we interact for the first time, and you appear "airy" or dumb...I'm not talking to you or I'm not going to be myself around you. If when we interact for the first time, and you insult the fuck out of me...I'm not talking to you or I'm not going to be myself ever around you. "How do I act when I'm not being myself?" Talking to me is like talking to an interactive barney. I respond as if I'm automated. I don't volunteer any information other than what you ask of me. I don't ever share how I feel about things, or what I like or dislike. I show no emotions. I try as hard as I can to avoid communication. I don't want to know anything about you; I don't give a fuck about you. "Talking" to myself is so much more productive than being fake to someone, and forcing communication. If we don't click, we're not going to. If you are reading this, and I've done any of these things to you....that means I don't care about you, and I don't give a fuck about you Leave me the hell alone. Stay in your world, and I'll stay in mine. More...

I only push myself into socializing with someone only if there's something to be gained - either I could get a little closer to understanding human nature, or because the person is just so different from me that it opens my eyes to a totally new way of viewing the world. If you stand all my good friends side by side, you'd find that all of them are completely different from the other. I am such a philosophical person. LOL (yes, I'm laughing to myself), I tend to say some pretty crazy pointless stuff...but they're all valid. If you hear me saying some retarded shit that doesn't make sense, congratulations! You are officially a close friend; a person I feel totally comfortable around! You should pat yourself on the back. Trust, experiencing me in such a goofy and crazed state is a rarity, and only happens to people I feel could either give me a closer understanding of human nature, or just open my eyes to a totally new way of viewing the world. You're special. You're not just a clich�. I've made attempts to act like that openly to everyone, but I would just get offended by them. In other words, they would be laughing at me instead of with me. More...

It's fucking amazing how that shit still holds up today. I can't believe I've been doing this blog since 2002, jesus fucking christ! ...vagina

My Nipple Ring

2008-01-19T20:35:00.000-05:00

It hurt like a bitch. I got it last year sometime. When it's cold and that nipple gets hard, tight shirt = instant erection. It also works wonders during foreplay. The pain of getting it sucked feels surprising good ...eventually. Imagine getting that tingling sensation that your dick/clit experiences during an orgasm in your nipple. Fucking amazing it is. Highly recommended. Hmmm, that was probably too much information.

Warning: Make sure the ball you unscrew to put it in and out of your nipple(s) is screwed tight. One time my nipple ring was sucked on so hard it unscrewed out, and was almost swallowed. Needless to say, it wasn't exactly a turn-on for us. Don't worry, I laughed my ass off. Good times.

J. J. Abrams Rocks My Socks

2008-01-19T10:42:00.001-05:00

Life is good atm. Well, as good as it'll probably get. I started my new job as an employee of Mystikal Solutions working as a Computer Systems Analyst (a.k.a. helpdesk) for SPAWAR. Confusing ..I know. Working 6am - 2pm is actually nice; however it blows having to go to bed around 9PM. Luckily next week I'll be on 2nd shift. Damn I want a beer. It's gonna be a nice LOOOOOONG weekend. The best thing about a long weekend is the short "4-day week" that follows... MMMMMmmmmmmmmm. HEALTHCARE!!!! YES ...Well, it's in the process of getting setup. I can now get cancer and pay for the treatment, fuck yea. Cigarettes, here I come!!! (Currently smoking Marlboro Smooth & Camel Frost 'cus I'm cool like that).

I bought some bug spray for the cockroach ...it's funny how every product is MAXIMUM STRENGTH now. I wonder if anyone who needed to kill colonies of cockroaches would choose MEDIUM or LOW STRENGTH over MAXIMUM. It seems redundant to put it on shit like that. Well anyway, I no longer kill 5+ roaches a day ...it's more like one ever week now. I guess that's an improvement.

This may be slightly funny to less than 5% of my readers, but yesterday I bought a bowl specifically marketed for cat food, and I'm using it as a bird bath for my three parakeets. Hardy Ha Har. Goddamn I need a camcorder [that's Mac compatible] so I can record funny parakeet antics and post it on youtube. I could also submit amateur porn on xtube. Hopefully I'll have one in the near future. As well as a Jeep Wrangler, a brand new Mac Pro (8 core goodness), an iPhone (to replace my iPod Touch/cell ...my pockets are having anxiety from always holding so much technology). Goddamn I'm gonna be broke.

Anyway, I'm hooking up with a chick I met online in about 2 hours (craigslist FTW), I should probably go ahead and wash my balls. It takes about an hour to completely clean them since they're so huge, which only leaves me with 30 minutes to shower/shave.

Welcome

2007-11-21T08:14:00.000-05:00

Hello world. I'm TBoneFever ...and life is soooooooooooooo wonderful right now for me.

I have tons of friends that I hang out with on a regular bases
20 minutes a week is more than enough time invested to maintain a friendship I do believe.

I don't have cockroaches crawling all over my room
No, I didn't see cockroaches crawling all in my clothes, and in my dresser, and behind my posters this morning. No, that doesn't ever happen. And if it were to happen, it's probably because I left a drink open in my room. It's not because THE WHOLE FUCKING HOUSE IS INFESTED AND WE NEED A FUCKING EXTERMINATOR. No, not at all. We all know leaving drinks out in your room attracts bugs more than leaving food out in the kitchen. We all know bugs aren't capable of spreading/migrating to other sections of the house. How do cockroaches reproduce? Well, someone needs to leave a drink out ...and then they materialize out of thin air. Sexual reproduction has nothing to do with it.

There aren't any unpleasant sounds in my house at all
Between 2 parakeets, 2 cocktails, 1 FUCKING ANNOYING PARROT!!!! I SWEAR, THE SQUAEKING THAT MOTHERFUCKER DOES DOESN'T SOUND JUST LIKE THIS AT ALL...

And it's not like I have sensitive hearing or anything....BECAUSE I DO. It's not like I can feel every sound down to the bone. You know what, the living room is a great place for sounds like these. I can play on the Wii, and listen to the sweet nothings of a parrot. I have two parakeets ...and no, THEY'RE NOT DOING THE SAME FUCKING ANNOYING SOUNDS THAT THE PARROT IS DOING. Parakeets don't imitate bird calls, they create their own. No, I don't have to listen to the same wonderful sounds in my bedroom from my parakeets.

My car doesn't have any problems what-so-ever ...i.e. smoke does not emit from the engine everytime I drive longer than 5 minutes
Nope, I don't have a spare tire anymore ....my parents who got laid off in their late 50s love giving me money to fix things. I love accepting it. It makes me feel like an adult.

Not having healthcare is a lot of fun
OUCH! There's a severe pain in my chest ...I guess I'll sleep it off. [ ----> next day] Hmmm, I'm not feeling any pain anymore, ALL BETTER. And I love having asthma ...Who needs medicine for that? I surely don't.

OH LOOK, I'm a bald black guy!
What a positive stereotype. I love being bald ...thank god I'm balding. It'll make it easier to shave my hair off every two days.

This sums up my week... bomb scare + wow

2007-09-21T15:09:00.000-04:00

A bomb scare wasted hours and hours of my life.

Found this in my inbox,

From: [****** name removed *******]
Sent: Friday, September 21, 2007 10:28 AM
To: [****** name removed *******]
Subject: Bell Building

There is bomb threat at Kinkos currently regarding a suspcious package at the Treasurers office. We are not directly effected but streets are blocked off and emergency crews are swarming the area.

Also on a lighter note, please update your coffee fees. You know who you are.

LOL.

The story: http://www.journalgazette.net/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070921/APN/709210671&template=apart

Also this week, I caused a lot of controversy in WOW forums:
Tank LF raiding guild
What hapns when a tankadin LFguild in forums

My name is Clenn. Here's my armory page: http://www.wowarmory.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Frostwolf&n=Clenn

[Sweet_Nothings #1]

2007-08-27T09:10:00.000-04:00

9:11AM Wow I have a ginormous spider-man poster in my office, and they actually let me get away with it...for now.

11:15AM Saw a guy w/ a feminine lower body and a masculine upper body. He looked gay, but he could have also just been really really girly. I was in awe to be honest. "WHAT THE FUCK IS IT?" I haven't thought that in a very long time. I definitely didn't think I would actually see a "WHAT THE FUCK IS IT" on a college campus. Amazing, just amazing.

12:00PM Guess what I'm eating for lunch .......popcorn. With Food Lion brand grape soda. Why? Because I'm a broke bitch.

12:21PM Started eating popcorn. "ENGAGE!"

12:26PM Jump on WOW (world of warcraft) for a few minutes while I'm on my lunch break.Here is my armory page.

2:00PM-3:00PM Moved lots of shit from Point A to Point B.

FUCK SPIDERMAN 3!!!!!!!!! WORSE SPIDERMAN CONTENT EVER CREATED...ATLEAST VENOM LOOKED COOL. Why the fuck was Sandman even in there, and what the fuck was wrong with Spider-man's face in the final bit of CG w/ his fight against Venom? What a fucking disgrace.

"As a child, I was filled with a sense of awe as I contemplated the universe. The huge numbers of stars and their sizes and distances never failed to amaze me. With binoculars and magnifying glass, I also focused on closer subjects like birds, flowers, frogs and bugs." FUCK POPCORN AND FUCK THIS DUDE FOR ENCOURAGING PEOPLE TO POP IT!

This is what a Food Lion looks like in the wild. Don't let the name fool you, these creatures are NOT your friends.

World of Warcraft ...the movie. Brought to you by Korea?!?! This is a drawf ...not sure what the class is, but I would guess he's a retnoob. More amazing pics can be found OVER THERE. The pictures speak for themselves.

...

2007-08-27T07:09:00.000-04:00

NOthing IS NEw. WORK WORK WORK WORK ... YES! NO HEALTH INSURANCE .... WORK WROK WROK ... YES TWO LOANS TO PAY FOR AND TWO DOCTOR APTS. TO PAY @ FULL PRICE ... WORK WORK work WORK Life is awesome.

Fuck

2007-04-03T19:03:00.001-04:00

Fuck

Classroom Chronicles: Sociology 101

2007-04-03T18:32:00.000-04:00

Wow. I've missed so many classes. I'm trying my best to rectify my mistakes. I've had to do some crazy shit for this class. For once, I had to fucking work at the Goodwill for 4 hours! WHAT TH E FUCk?!?!?//!? And get this, it was a test grade! I did the shit. Here's a little excerpt from the essay I had to write describing my experience:

The thing that really jarred me was how much of the trash people were bringing in was not actually trash. Well, at least I did not think it was trash. I asked if I could take something that someone brought in, and the employees quickly told me no. They have a strict policy pertaining to the theft of potential revenue. Where I was unloading I was told that there were cameras everywhere recording every angle back there. Yes, they take it very seriously.
I met some interesting people. One guy helping out there was actually on probation for one of the most insane crimes I have ever heard � he got drunk at a graveyard and got arrested for disorderly conduct. He was a college drop out, and now survives off of an older woman he found in an online chat room. Apparently he has an arrangement with her; she will provide him everything he wants (ie � motorcycle, new truck, etc) as long as he makes her happy. To put it bluntly, he�s an indentured sex slave.
I had a great time, and I will probably help out there again. Just an extra tidbit, there was a $200 foosball table there that was selling for $35. Definitely nabbed that.

Yep, a lot of English 101 bullshit and fluff words. . . . ............BITE ME. I did leave one tidbit out though. The guy I met that met up with the old chick in the internet chatroom ......he agreed to help me take my foosball table home. The fucking table didn't fit in my itsy bitsy 96 Nissan SX (awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yea!0429)( I thought this guy was cool ...at first.

I went up to Goodwill to meet up with him so he could follow behind me with his truck. I had told him earlier that I live downtown *just over there* (\\\me pointing). He was there, ....he's pretty fucked up. He had the biggest mullet on right ....holey shorts that looked like they were from the 80s (hahahahahahaha!!! Are actually trash people dropped off at Goodwill) .....one of his legs is shorter than the other, so he walks with a hobble? wobble? pimp-step? He told me he got in a car accident and shattered his leg. The doctors put it back together completely fucked up, so thus his current situation.

We arrive at my place. The guy rolls down his windows ands says "what is this? what are we doing here?"

"Um, this is where I live. "
"Wait you didn't say anything about downtown. You just said down the street." (what the fuck ever...)
"Sorry man, misunderstanding"
Now this is a guy that is dumb enough to get drunk at a graveyard AND get arrested. So I was a little worried about what his next move would be. I just got my foosball table, and he said many more things to let me know he was annoyed. I honestly didn't care because at the end of the day, I'll be playing with my foosball table that I bought with the money I earned from my job, and he'll be stuck fucking a dried up 80 year old cunt for gas money. I'd say I have the upper-hand.

So I'm desperately trying to pass this class because that's a lot of shit to be forced into.

Why did I stop writing so much?

2007-04-03T18:04:00.000-04:00

I write this crap on my blog because I use it as a toilet. I take a huge shit on this thing, and flush it down (click publish). What sane person wants reach their hands into the toilet bowl, grab a piece of their own shit, and eat it like meatloaf? I sure don't. I write shit on my blog, I don't want to talk about it with my friends. The problem was too many people I knew was reading this. YEs, I KN ow I cna sa y some prety shockn THings.s.aflk and have some shcokding thoughts but that doesn't mean I want to discuss these highly-personal topics with everyone I would normal just say "hey, what's up" to. Got pretty fucking annoying to be known as the-guy-with-the-blog-who-says-a-lot-of-fucked-up-shit, there's other things I would like to talk about... But how do you tell someone who loves reading your shit to stop talking to you about it? If you know the answer, don't tell me what it is because I hate it when someone I know talks about the shit I talk about on my blogs. Why? I write this crap on my blog because I use it as a toilet. I take a huge shit on this thing, and flush it down (click publish). What sane person wants reach their hands into the toilet bowl, grab a piece of their own shit, and eat it like meatloaf? I sure don't. I write shit on my blog, I don't want to talk about it with my friends. The problem was too many people I knew was reading this. YEs, I KN ow I cna sa y some prety shockn THings.s.aflk and have some shcokding thoughts but that doesn't mean I want to discuss these highly-personal topics with everyone I would normal just say "hey, what's up" to. Got pretty fucking annoying to be known as the-guy-with-the-blog-who-says-a-lot-of-fucked-up-shit, there's other things I would like to talk about... But how do you tell someone who loves reading your shit to stop talking to you about it? If you know the answer, don't tell me what it is because I hate it when someone I know talks about the shit I talk about on my blogs. Why? I write this crap on my blog because I use it as a toilet. I take a huge shit on this thing, and flush it down (click publish). What sane person wants reach their hands into the toilet bowl, grab a piece of their own shit, and eat it like meatloaf? I sure don't. I write shit on my blog, I don't want to talk about it with my friends. The problem was too many people I knew was reading this. YEs, I KN ow I cna sa y some prety shockn THings.s.aflk and have some shcokding thoughts but that doesn't mean I want to discuss these highly-personal topics with everyone I would normal just say "hey, what's up" to. Got pretty fucking annoying to be known as the-guy-with-the-blog-who-says-a-lot-of-fucked-up-shit, there's other things I would like to talk about... But how do you tell someone who loves reading your shit to stop talking to you about it? If you know the answer, don't tell me what it is because I hate it when someone I know talks about the shit I talk about on my blogs. Why? I write this crap on my blog because I use it as a toilet. I take a huge shit on this thing, and flush it down (click publish). What sane person wants reach their hands into the toilet bowl, grab a piece of their own shit, and eat it like meatloaf? I sure don't. I write shit on my blog, I don't want to talk about it with my friends. The problem was too many people I knew was reading this. YEs, I KN ow I cna sa y some prety shockn THings.s.aflk and have some shcokding thoughts but that doesn't mean I want to discuss these highly-personal topics with everyone I would normal just say "hey, what's up" to. Got pretty fucking annoying to be known as the-guy-with-the-blog-who-says-a-lot-of-fucked-up-shit, there's other things I would like to talk about... But how do you tell someone who loves reading your shit to stop talking to you about it? If you know the answer, don't tell me what it is because I hate it when someone I know talks about the shit I talk about on my blogs. Why? I write this crap on my blog because I use it as a toilet. I take a huge shit on this thing, and flush it down (click publish). What sane person wants reach their hands into the toilet bowl, grab a piece of their own shit, and eat it like meatloaf? I sure don't. I write shit on my blog, I don't want to talk about it with my friends. The problem was too many people I knew was reading this. YEs, I KN ow I cna sa y some prety shockn THings.s.aflk and have some shcokding thoughts but that doesn't mean I want to discuss these highly-personal topics with everyone I would normal just say "hey, what's up" to. Got pretty fucking annoying to be known as the-guy-with-the-blog-who-says-a-lot-of-fucked-up-shit, there's other things I would like to talk about... But how do you tell someone who loves reading your shit to stop talking to you about it? If you know the answer, don't tell me what it is because I hate it when someone I know talks about the shit I talk about on my blogs. Why?

OMG! WHAT A HORRIBLE SEMESTER!

2006-12-13T17:52:00.000-05:00

I'm tired of school! Jesus fucking christ, when we'll it end???? The semester is all done (finally!!!!), how did I do? I honestly don't know if I passed everything. For the first time ever, I did half-ass work in every single class INTENTIONALLY. I'm just really burned out. I never have time to keep up on my creative endeavors (this blog included), and I'm beginning to understand that that is a lot more important than any benefits one could ever get from a college education. A job is useless if you don't have a soul. I have no soul. Where the fuck did it go?

And it's quite ironic that a couple of weeks after releasing music about having panic attacks and shit, I start having panic attacks. Awesome. I was prescribed some "happy pills" that enables my brain to release more serotonin. That shit gets me fucked up.
Happy Pills + Any Misc. Drug = A Good Time
I'm seeing a psychiatrist (or psychologist ...I never fucking know which one to say), it's kind of weird. He's an old, but really down to earth, Jewish guy who likes to say "shit" and "fuck" a lot whenever he gives me his opinions. Honestly, the only thing he's done that has helped me was prescribe me those happy pills. I'll keep on seeing him as long as he keeps writing me some refills. Mmmm....

But yea, I've been down all semester, and hopefully I'll get back on track with normality soon.

Jesus Fucking Christ

2006-10-29T20:00:00.000-05:00

from 4chan.org

Music Section Updated

2006-10-22T20:21:00.000-04:00

Well I've finally uploaded my album up on the net. I decided to ignore the happiest place on earth for pedophiles, myspace.com, in favor of iCompositions.com because there's actually a helpful productive community there versus myspace. So if you head over to my music section you'll see it's a little different. It makes it pretty obvious that I'm a Mac user.

Anxiety Disease
Took me half a year to finish up. The songs next to the image of a dog shitting are songs I basically made while experimenting with the seemingly endless amount of tweaking one can do with garageband. I actually do have anxiety disease, and during the last 2 months I've had several panic attacks; not fun at all. Sure, some of these songs weren't really made with "Anxiety Disease" in mind. "Feeling Everything," "Inner Zombies," and "Cognition" were the songs that were most influenced by this subject matter. I'll let how the music make you feel speak for itself. Honestly, if a majority of tracks you listen to are bad ...I don't blame you, because who the fuck likes Anxiety Disease (besides goth kids).

Most everything is electronic. All the [attempted] singing is me. All of the brass you'll hear in "Inner Zombies" is me on the trombone. Hopefully I'll make a lot more tracks in the future with my boner which'll make sense since my site's url is tbone-fever. I used a lot of tricks to make the sounds...if you're interested in how I made a certain sound, or you're an aspiring musician such as myself and want some garageband tips (or whatever), drop me an email.

My favorite track on the album is "Feeling Everything (Quiet)." I listen to it everyday because I nailed how Anxiety Disease makes me feel perfectly. And yea, "0.5mg of Clonazepam" is a pretty good interpretation of what it's like to be doped up on anti-depressants.

Comments either on my iCompositions pages, emailed to me, or added to this posts about anything would be much appreciated. My only request is that if you tell me you don't like it, atleast form some constructive criticism to back it up. Though, I'll probably just ignore it anyway.

Note: I was thinking of people who like to take illegal substances and listen to music while I was making this, as you could probably figure out. But of course I would never do anything illegal like that.

Influences: Radiohead, Blue Man Group, Philip Glass, Pink Floyd, Sigur Ros, Bj�rk, Nine Inch Nails, tons others

Fuck Google! Viva la tub girl.

2006-10-20T18:25:00.000-04:00

Don't let the title mislead you. I really do love google, and how confused they are about what direction they want their company to go in. Afterall, it's giving us cool shit like maps.google, google earth, even google gmail.

I recently submitted my site to google because I wanted to put google ads on my site so I can earn enough revenue in order for my site to pay for itself. I WAS REJECTED!!!!!!! Here's their response:

Hello West,

Thank you for your interest in Google AdSense. Unfortunately, after
reviewing your application, we're unable to accept you into Google
AdSense at this time.

We did not approve your application for the reasons listed below.

Issues:

- Inappropriate language

---------------------

Further detail:

Inappropriate language: We've found that your website contains content
that isn't in compliance with our program policies. We don't allow
websites with excessive profanity or potentially offensive content to
participate in Google AdSense. Please review our policies
(https://www.google.com/adsense/policies?hl=en_US) for a complete list
of site content not allowed on web pages.

So yea, what the fuck. Stupid shit I tell you. Personally, the sites that interests me the most (in particularly blogs) or the sites that aren't afraid to say what they want to say. If I can go to google images and search for "tub girl" and get this (WARNING: it's really fucking digusting), why the hell are they so against inappropriate language? Apparently they're totally ok with inappropriate images. They should enforce the same policies they have with searching the net with who they support with google adsense. WTF. OR atleast force sites like mine to warn people of the filth they would find on my site before they enter. Something. This is such hypocritical bullshit.

So.........
FUCK GOOGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But they're still cool.

A Happy Camper

2006-10-19T18:11:00.000-04:00

No, I haven't been camping, nor do I know anyone who has in the last 6 months.� I'm also far from being your typical "happy" human being.� Life still fucking sucks.� Mon - Fri I have to wake up @ 7AM so that I can get ready for my 8AM classes.� Then I go to work and get off around 5PM.� Depending on the day, I won't get to relax in my house again until 6:30PM at the latest.� But nooooooo, that's not all.� When I'm at home, I'm expected to do [.........drum ...........roll] homework!!!!� Yes!� How much free time do I have to do dumb_shit / make_music / work on website?� About an hour, give or take 30 minutes.� I've gotta squeeze in some good old fashioned porn time too.� So yea.� For the last 3 months now, life has fucking sucked.� If only I was done with college.� I'm ready to work everyday and come home only to have the entire evening available to do as I please.� That's the American dream in a nutshell - no where in this O'Reilly book does it say "going to college is the American dream."

Where the fuck did the phrase "happy camper" come from anyway?� Doesn't make anysense.� Were�there tons of people that just happened to be camping in this huge woodstock-like existence for a week or two, they became really really happy, and then dispersed all throughout the world?��
"Bob, why are you do goddamn happy?"
"Oh, I was camping with a shitton of people.� Then this bear came stampeding through everyone's tents and started feasting on a kid or two.� Someone just happened to have a unicycle, and threw it at the bear.� The bear was so intrigued by this unicycle that it stopped chewing on little Timmy's large intestines, hopped on, and started riding around and around in a circle.� Everyone just started lol-ing their asses off.� Then we all passed around joints and sung 'Kung-Fu Fighting.' It was the happiest two weeks of my life."

Meh.� I want to say "fuck this shit," but I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't.� I made it this far, why fuck the shit now?

Change Is Coming

2006-10-09T00:34:00.000-04:00

tbonefever.net needs some reconstruction. This month, you'll see some major changes to the layout and content. I planned it out to last until the end of October; I'll do a little bit at a time (since I go to work/school + got homework + play WoW again + got a [social] life).

Thanks for the support!!!!!! Lots of email + 1000 hits a week.

Goddammit.

2006-08-07T20:29:00.000-04:00

I fucking hate tectonic plates, the pelagic food web, photodissociation, continents, the Carboniferous period, and the Acadian Orogeny. Fuck you if you like any of that; you deserve to die. Do me a favor and just get a chopstick and stab yourself in the throat.

FYI, I'm studying for my GEO105 exam and I'm in a WTF-STOP-USING-YOUR-TEETH-WHEN-YOU-BLOW-ME-YOU-STUPID-BITCH kind of mood.

Shit.

2006-08-07T19:32:00.000-04:00

Shit.

Summer '06

2006-08-05T17:04:00.001-04:00

It really seems like nothing has happened all Summer for me. Even though 3 months have elapsed, this has felt like the fastest most uneventful Summer ever. But in retrospect, it has probably been the most eventful one. It just proves that when there's tons of shit always happening, time flies. Let's see ...what all has happened to me this Summer?

* Found a roommate

* Found a place to stay in downtown charleston

* Bummed at my roommate's old place until the new place was open for business, only to get evicted by his psychotic cunt of an ex-girlfriend. Or atleast that's my impression of her. Last week I sent a txt message to her: "Ure a mean cold abusive person. and ur unattractive. sucks bein u. have nice life." So I feel better now. I was asked not to call her by my roommate, so I sent a txt message. She messaged me back asking who am I, but I didn't respond. There was no need. What was needed to be said was said. If she wants to know who I am, she can just search for that phone# on facebook. But judging from the tone in her txt message, she wasn't read that smart. Yeah, getting kicked out costed me $600 dollars because the best move was for me to stay in a dorm for 2 weeks until then. Because after moving a lot of my shit in his place, and feeling secure only to have that security shitted on really didn't encourage me to stay at any of my other friends' places. Afterall, what's stopping any of their roommates from doing the same. Yeah, there's a lot more about this I could elaborate on, but I'm not angry about it anymore. $600 FUCKING DOLLARS WHEN I WAS PROMISED ...FREE?!!?!?!?!!? GOD-FUCKING-DAMMIT! STICK SOME DYNAMITE UP THAT CUNT'S CUNT, STAND BACK, AND BLOW THAT SHIT UP. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT HER BODY IS COMPOSED OF ...A LOT OF SMELLY SKANK SHIT! But with all sincerity, who was really to blame: my roommate or his ex? That's something I'll never be able to answer, so I dropped it. Even though it's $600 and it put me in debt for the entire Summer and I literally didn't have any goddamn money to do anything but buy food and pay rent, and it's more than likely the reason why this Summer overall sucked ass ....at least I have a house now. Gotta think positive gotta think positive gotta think positive. Afterall it was I who decided to stay in the dorm right? right? right? All that anger and frustration found its way into my album...

* Started working on an album finally. I think it's finished for the most part, so right now I'm trying to decide what's the best way to distribute it. What's the best way for my demographic to find me? I'm also hesitant about letting people hear because I'm afraid people aren't going to like it. Well ain't I a silly bitch. Of course not everyone is gonna like it. But I've said this time and time again. Make music is like giving birth ....each track one of your bastard children. You don't want anyone to make fun of your kids. Not to sound corny, but the album exposes maybe a little too much of my soul to feel comfortable with people critiquing it. But that's what being a musical composer is all about. It'll be decided one day. I'll definitely put it on my this site so don't worry. After 3 years of being brutally honest about the shit that happens to me, I think you guys already have an understanding of how fucked up my soul is, lol.

* Officially moved out of parents house

* My relationship with my "F" buddy was redefined

* Working 9-5 mon - fri A taste of life-after-college. I'm actually looking forward to it. Getting up, getting the job done, going home, relaxing, enjoying a mild social life - a cycle I welcome with arms stretched out. Because getting up, going to class, going to work, going back to class, going home, studying, trying to squeeze a social life, studying some more ...that cycle fucking sucks. I hate every minute of it. There is just no time to just relax. Working a 9-5 job, atleast I had time to work on some personal projects of mine. Can't wait until I make the leap from having a wage to having a salary.

* A massive resetting of who I hang out with. Okay, not that big of a deal. All the people I hang with either graduated and went far far away, or they went home for the Summer, or they had insane internships that took them far far away. So the beginning of the Summer thoroughly blowed. So, I had all this time to relax because of working 9 to 5, but I didn't really have anyone to hang out with in the evenings. I tried it out, but it just wasn't the same. It was a sad and lonely existence; something I'm actually used to, so again ...that's why it really wasn't a big deal.

* I cancelled my World of Warcraft account.

* I tripped and fell into a relationship. An unexpected treat which happened a week after I cancelled my WoW account. Coincidence?

* Finally got my album to the point where I'm proud of every single track on it.

Well there you go. That's my Summer in a nutshell. Each one of the above could have been full blown posts, but instead of working on site things during my CREATIVE moments, I chose to work on my album instead. It's as simple as that. I'm off to the movies now ...gonna check out The Descent. About fucking time we have a rated R scary movie that doesn't suck (or atleast I hope it doesn't). Yeah, I've been pretty disappointed with this Summer's movies. Sure Pirates of the Caribbean was awesome, but because I really really hoped Brent Ratner wouldn't fuck over X-Men 3 and all of us fanboys ...and then to watch the movie only to get fucked over isn't exactly a good first impression for 06' Summer blockbusters. I fucking hate Brent Ratner and I wish someone would shoot him in the head (hint hint).